In a book I read awhile ago by Gary Zukav (“The Seat of the Soul”), he suggested competition was the root of violence. I didn’t understand this when I read it, so it stuck with me. We compete in horse shows and fairs, and I wasn’t sure how that related to violence. Our competition involves prancing horses or growing vegetables that compete against other people’s vegetables. Last year I grew leeks that outdid all other members of the onion family to win the Big Rainbow Ribbon of onions at our community fair. But I suffered humiliation at the hands of my rhubarb, which received a red danish.
I woke up today finally getting the competition/onion family/prancing horse/violence/rhubarb connection. It is strange to perform and rank other humans against each other and give some a big prize and put them in descending order. Or put their work or vegetables in descending order. No human being is more important or less important than any other.
Do animals compete in nature? Sure they fight and battle and have dominance and territory. But they don’t wreak the violence that humans have done on a large scale across the planet. They don’t accumulate power beyond what is necessary for survival.
I am not going to stop taking part in shows or putting my rhubarb on the spot at the fair, but I will stop competing. I am going to work on participating with a different frame of mind. Maybe I’ll stop competing entirely in the future. I’m pondering and still not sure where this will lead. There’s something bigger at work in the world and a change of consciousness is pretty much the only thing capable of saving our world.
Tags: competition, consciousness, farm, gardening, horse show, musing, nature, vegetables, violence, Zen